Fuuuck. What am I doing with my relationship? My life? My job? My school?

I need to make better decisions. I need to plan and be more considerate.

I suck.

Rebellious. My life is mundane. However, if I changed it or did what I wanted I would lose the one that loves me most. Guess you can’t have your cake and eat it too.

Every fucking year. Something always ruins my birthday. Fan-fucking-tastic.

That’s awkward.

Is craving some beach fun ;)

I’ve lost all my semi-close friends because I quit partying…

I miss and love you……………..

……..dearly.

But forrealz though. I don’t even use tumblr even more. So you should feel special.

I cannot wait for adventures with you this summer, best frienddd! =]

<333

You have mood swings like a girl.

is this?

Am I stupid or is this real life?

I’m not tired yet. And I don’t like laying here in the dark.

I can’t fucking wait to not have a roommate. Especially one that the world must revolve around. Ugh.

I just want it to be summer already and I wanna be free. I want a car, a job, and my legit friends. I’m going to make this summer the best.